babydoll6907

Hey whats up everybody? Why is it that everytime I turn around I am gettin fucked over soo bad from so called friends? See I really liked this guy and my so called best friend went and hung out with him behind my back...Then to top it off she was talking shit about me to him and now were not even speaking no more. I am soo mad cause I never really had a chance to tell him how I felt for him and I just dont know what to do. I have a really good friend that I can always count on and thats my friend christina... we can talk about everything and she wont run her mouth! see i have a real trust issue with people because when ever something is going really good for me in my life someone always has to fuck it up. I am just so hurt that she would do this to me i mean what did I ever to do her for her to stab me in the back like this? But see whenever I would hang out with this girl she always made it seem like she was actually a friend who cared and then not even 2 days ago one of my good friends called me and told me that she was telling him all these lies about me and now here is the real question why would you believe her automatically? Why wouldnt he call me and at least ask me? I just dont know what to do cause now I am left here with nothing but a broken heart and the worst thing is he will never know how much he really meant to me! I could talk to him about anything, we really confided in each other and we could always make each other laugh. We even had a song that would make us think about one another and whenever I hear it I just want to cry cause I will never prolly see him again! Why?

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